I need someone to talk

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I need someone to talk to, anyone. I am past tipsy, but before drunk. My sister always goes to bed at 8:30. No matter what. I couldn't even convince her to watch one more Game of Thrones episode with me, despite it being so early and me desperately needing just one more hour of escape.

I needed any sort of distraction. But no. Instead, she went to bed and instead I smoked a cigarette (even though I promised myself I would quit) and listened to an old voicemail from my ex. Despite him being so unhealthy for me, I just wanted to hear his voice one more time. To remember what it felt like to have someone partially care.

I feel so absolutely alone and I just need someone to distract me. I don't want to sit here and think the thoughts I'm thinking. Anyone want to chat or at least send funny comics, pictures, videos my way? You have no idea what it would mean.

I know this is absolutely pathetic, but for the first time I'm asking for help. From strangers. Something, no matter how small, is better than nothing. Help a girl out. I'm sorry. Downvote away, I deserve it for being this pathetic. But for the one or two who might message me, thank you.